If I cannot be free where I am then I cannot be free anywhere.
My states of mind create my behavior. Sinful states of mind cause evil behavior that causes problems for me and for those around me. Fear pushes me around as though I am a grocery cart.
The work of Christ is to bring sin and evil down to earth, down to size, down home, down to me. Sin and its resulting evil are not huge and not far away. Both are small, quiet and quite common. They are ordinary residents in my being, manifested as the anger, greed, lust, gluttony, sloth, envy and pride (as they are denominated in one iteration--see also Galatians 5:19-21) that flow from my quotidian fear of what life might hold. Ubiquitous, they are, but not invincible. Grace that shows me how this all works and how to avoid it, the Light, outlasts them.
If I cannot acknowledge the truth of what Truth shows me and obey it, if I cannot be moved out of the control of these states of mind, of the fear that spawns them, and thus saved from doing evil right here and right now then I will not be able to at any time or in any place--on this or that side of the grave, In my halting practice and in the ultimate maturity of such freedom--salvation from doing evil to others and to myself--may be demonstrated the possibility, may be created the hope, even, that others can, too.
This is not, though, about others, and it's not about the result in the world. It's about me, and the results in my own life.
Hearsay, second hand, assurances that I will forgiven for my trespasses in bartered exchanged for the forgiveness I bestow on others who trespass against me is no longer satisfactory to me. It is not the freedom I have been shown, it is not the Kingdom into which I have been led, at times. I need to continue to develop my ability to trespass far less, to move out farther and more often from under all the evil behavior that seems to make so much sense when I wander in the fog of those sinful states of mind, when I live under fear that gives rise to them.
